I had a look back at my last post…it’s been a while since that one. Wow. Anyway, as is habit for me I decided to start another project. This one relates to my weight loss. And rather than write about it, I’ve opted to make it a podcast (for now).
I’m calling it “21 to Go“, which refers to the number of pounds I have left to lose until my first goal (230 pounds). This isn’t a how-to podcast, or tips for losing weight. It’s a personal journey, something that could be helpful to other people – but mostly me.
In my experience – both with weight loss and with epilepsy – reading or hearing someone else’s experience has been helpful. This is especially true if this hypothetical person is similar to me both physically and situationally. This is why I’m sharing it with other people, but the primary goal for this project is to hold myself accountable and have somewhere to record my progress. Plus, I like making podcasts.
Part of this idea came out of wanting to create a new podcast. I’m not entirely satisfied with Alternative Airwaves (though I’m going to try to keep blogging) and The Slow Reader (but I’m going to keep reading), and some of that is because I don’t update them consistently enough. I guess because I’m no longer interested in the projects. Although with The Slow Reader, the issue I have with that one is it’s not the podcast I wanted it to be, so I guess dissatisfaction is in play here too.
With 21 to Go, I know going in that this is a short-episode podcast that I can update fairly easily. Even if I’m not able to use my podcast equipment I can always record a quick episode from my phone and upload it with ease and still have a product that’s of decent quality. I’m also incorporating some aspects of my other podcasts – I’m putting in music excerpts in some instances, and talking about things that keep me from focusing about weight loss 100% of the time (reading, for example).
I’m only two episodes in, and already I like the product I’ve put together. It still takes some editing so that you don’t hear my breath all the time, AND there are a few editing processes I want to try out to make my voice sound better.
My wife put the bug in my ear to do something with Instagram as well, which is why I made the cover art more generic than simply “A weight loss podcast”. So who knows? Maybe I’ll play with different media. That might be fun, too.
So we’ll see where this goes. I hope to keep it up until I at least reach my initial goal.
It’s been a while now since I’ve had a meaningful health update on my blog – lately it’s been a lot of stuff of a promotional nature (podcasts, mainly). I haven’t really written anything of “substance” in a bit. This won’t change that, but at least will change up the routine a little.
I can’t remember right now when my most recent weight update was, but luckily all of the digital entries I have at my disposal are helpful in this regard. I closed out 2018 at 274.0. Today (as I write this, “today” is a Tuesday) I weigh 271.8, with Happy Scale telling me my moving average is 271.4. So let’s call it 271. Down 3 pounds in 3 months; not terrible but not where I’d like to be either.
I’ve been up and down when it comes to properly logging food in MyFitnessPal. Some days I lack the discipline to stick with it (I get lazy, or I am purposefully ignoring the fact that I know I’m over-budget). What has been happening lately is that I am solid with logging for a few days, and then fall off the wagon.
I haven’t figured out a solution to this yet – the best solution is that I just log consistently, every day. However this doesn’t work for me mentally. Something I need to brainstorm.
This is one category I’m happy with. It’s not perfect, but I’m definitely doing better than the physical side of things.
Reading – I’ve been doing a lot of reading. I’ve finished 2 books in the first 3 months of the year, and am making good progress on 2 others at the same time (“Dune”, and “Gone”). I’ve rolled my reading into a new podcast too, and while that’s not taking off very fast, I’m having a good time with it.
Writing – Yeah, haven’t done a ton with writing. I was going to work on a fiction project as my “project” for 2019, but instead of moved to creating a new podcast. I have some stretch writing goals for my blogs, and this I guess is part of it.
Other parts of mental health – Recently my workplace’s health team shared an article about fostering mindfulness – I gave it a quick skim but I saved it for later. I think I’m going to go back to it. Not something I usually think about but sometimes it feels like something I need.
Overall, I’d say I’m doing pretty well. I feel like I had some more things to say but I had to take a break from writing and came back to this the next day, so that’s that. I will try to get some more things written in the near future. I have a couple of gadget reviews that will be fairly easy to write.
Not referring to Stephen King’s book here (a book I plan on coming back to this year, actually). A few weeks ago I had this great idea pop into my head for a short story. Then a few things in life happened, and I haven’t really thought about it much.
The idea is still there – I haven’t given up on it exactly. I actually transformed it from one idea into something else in my little notes, I’m just not writing it. I find that I’m back into a reading & podcast groove that is taking me away from the writing head space.
Still, I have it tucked away for future use. It’s part of my 2019 goals to start and complete a piece of writing, so this falls under the “started” pile.
In the meantime, I thought I’d share a writing prompt I found earlier in the year that I’m no longer going to use. It comes from the Writing Excuses podcast:
I’ve got a ton of posts about media coming up, so I thought I’d break things up a little bit with something a bit more personal and leave a little bit of a fitness update. So far, I’m doing fairly well. My original title for this post was “fitness update” but I thought I would expand and talk about my overall ‘wellness’, in general.
The chart to the right is from December 2017; I’m honestly not sure if I shared this on the blog already, but it’s my blog, so too bad! I’m sharing it now. I finished December on a high note; my goal was to lose four pounds and while I didn’t get to that goal exactly, I did make some seriously great progress. As I type this I do remember talking about this a while back so I won’t pound away too long on December, but suffice it to say – I have continued that progress through January, so far.
I started my number tracking on January 2nd, I think mainly because I might not have weight myself for a few days after December 31st. Which is fine. Anyway, I started the month at 261.2; with 4 weeks in the month for tracking I set a goal of losing 1 pound per week, or 257.2 by January 31st. As of today (January 23rd), I’m sitting at 258.2! So about a pound off my goal, with a week still to spare. I’m really proud of that accomplishment. I had some periods this past month with my weight going up, but that was in direct response to A) not tracking my meals, and B) there was one night when I had at least 5 beers, so to expect my weight to NOT go up is just silly.
Apart from weight, I’m also pretty satisfied with how I’m doing. I’d like to be getting out to bootcamp (twice weekly) but I don’t feel terrible if I don’t go. I’m still curling twice a week, and I don’t often drink while I’m there. The club I’m at isn’t very big on the ‘buy for the losing team, then the losing team returns the favour’ that my old club was. Actually, my team doesn’t seem to stick around after games anyway (they live a bit out of town so I understand). So the side effect is I’m not drinking very much beer, which I find is usually the bigger obstacle when it comes to losing weight.
Oh, and also we just got a ton of snow in the last 24 hours – so I did some shoveling that I feel makes up for any missed gym time.
I’m trying to maximize my use of my FitBit Charge 2 (I’ve got a fun post about that coming up in February), and challenged myself to match Vanessa’s own goals on her Apple Watch. It’s no longer about just meeting my daily step goal (though that is still a priority for me), but I turned on my “reminders to move”. Every hour between 10am and 3pm FitBit wants me to get 250 steps. If I haven’t reached my goal with ten minutes to go in the hour, it buzzes at me to remind me to move. Still a work in progress. Days when I work from home are harder to get 250 steps per hour, over 5 hours, than if I were to work in the office.
I don’t focus on this a lot – in general I feel like I am pretty healthy mentally. At the same time, I feel like I shouldn’t ignore it, and when I think about it, a lot of things I do to in my day-to-day life fall under this category of ensuring I stay mentally fit. All of this is over and above simply talking with my wife, which does wonders on its own.
The thing I do most often is listen to Podcasts. And I listen to a lot of podcasts. My work environment right now is somewhat isolated, especially when I work from home (I try to work in the office as much as I can, but weather often dictates this reality). Having podcasts to listen to and interact with provides a sense of community helps keep my mind working, while I’m working. Also fun to listen to while in the car on the hour-long commute.
One podcast I’ve just started listening to is one that started up local to me – it’s a couple of guys from Manitoulin Island that have a show called “Raise The Bar“. It’s essentially an outlet for them to share their own weight loss journey but they also talk about other things in their life. I haven’t reached out to them yet, but I’m thinking about it. What I find interesting is that their podcast style is quite close to another one I listen to – The Benchcast. I am thinking that they base their show off the same influences (I think both are a fan of Joe Rogan’s show…maybe I should check it out as well).
I also try to read as much as I can. I posted my reading list earlier this month – I’m slowly making my way through it. I’m trying to set daily targets and make sure I reach them, but so far it’s not going like I wanted. There are so many other easier distractions out there that make it hard to choose reading. I used to be a voracious reader, and I still have the ability to tear through a book in a matter of days…depending on the book. I’m still working on this one – I think I’m probably going to be marking January as a “fail” in terms of how much reading I’ve done, but I’m not quitting on it and I plan on improving this in February.
I maintain a daily journal (specifically, I use the “Bullet Journal” method) too. Mostly, its purpose is to make sure I don’t forget anything and it’s mainly a to-do list. But I also write down stray observations, other notes etc. of what happened during a day. I find it more useful than dumping things into an electronic database.
I thought maybe I’d have more categories to write in, but I guess those are the two major categories. I think I’m doing great overall. I could be doing better, but so could everyone; no one is perfect 100% of the time. I know what I’d like to focus on to be better, so I’m not going to worry too much about what’s already working. It’s still important to me to recognize what I’m doing right, so that stuff doesn’t start to slide.
Any suggestions on finding time to read? What do you do to carve out reading time?
There are a lot of articles lately in the fitness world about the “phenomenon” known as CICO. CICO stands for “Calories In-Calories Out”, and generally it refers to the simple fact that to lose weight, you must burn more calories (“Out”) than you consume (“In”). I think it was shortened to CICO because it’s just an easier way to remember the term, and it is kind of catchy.
I don’t want to give these articles more views; but just do a quick search online of “why cico doesn’t work” and you’ll get a bunch of hits. I haven’t given a lot of time to these to read them in detail, but many of the articles suggest that CICO is a fad diet that won’t work for sustainable weight loss.
They use a strawman argument to suggest that proponents of CICO think you can eat all the junk food in the world and lose weight. Technically, this is true! If you eat all your calories in junk food, but you burn more than you eat, you WILL lose weight.
The problem with these articles is that they focus on the junk food aspect. They harp on this over and over, telling you that not only do you need to eat “healthy” (which in itself is a very vague term that’s not helpful at all), but you need to include an exercise regimen in your weight loss plan.
What they overlook is that using the “junk food diet” part of CICO is a means to an end. The /r/loseit subreddit doesn’t advocate eating whatever you want, whenever you want, all the time. What they suggest instead is to start this way – don’t change what you’re eating, but change how much of it that you’re eating.
As you start logging your calories and seeing how much your regular food costs you in a day, you begin to learn about other foods that are more calorie-dense and leave you feeling full. In effect, following the CICO principle teaches you to eat healthier.
In short, you need to learn about how weight / fat loss works (CICO is the mechanism of fat loss) in order to learn how to eat better.
It’s important that you remember most of these websites and articles waging war on CICO are in the business of selling a product to you; whether that’s a weight loss tips newsletter subscription, or diet pills, or a weight loss plan – they have some sort of service that they are trying to push.
Technically speaking, CICO is not a threat to their well-being – but they perceive it to be. They probably sell some worthwhile information (and when you read the articles, they all circle back to the fact that if you eat fewer calories than you burn, you will lose fat), so being armed with knowledge is not a bad thing.
But their perception is that if people knew the basics of weight loss, no one will buy their services. So, they attack the principle of CICO framing it as a weight loss fad that doesn’t work.
Keep this in mind when you’re reading conflicting information out there.
Pictured above is the set up I used to set up my monthly pages for December 2017 in my Bullet Journal. If you’re not familiar with the concept of Bullet Journals, you probably haven’t been to the notebook section of your local book store chain recently; in that case, have a look at the “official” website for this popular system. I’ll wait for you to come back.
The System in a Nutshell
Up to speed? In case you didn’t read it, the short version is that the Bullet Journal is an analog system designed to allow for rapid logging and tracking of virtually anything you want. It was developed by Ryder Carroll but since its inception has taken on a life of its own.
The great thing about Bullet Journal is its flexibility. You can essentially use any notebook you like – and any size you like – to make the system work for you. The pieces in between the pages can be flexible as well, using what works for you from the main system and ditching what doesn’t.
For some people this is a point of contention and has led to people slapping the “bullet journal” label on any hand-written notebook / journal, straying from the “pure” Bullet Journal experience.
I understand where they’re coming from, but really…if it works for you, don’t listen to the naysayers.
How it works for me
I use a pretty loose implementation of the “OG” system. I have a monthly layout where I put all important things for the month, and then from there I write things daily and use the space as needed. Lately I’ve been adding more “thoughts” (probably what you’d call rapid logging) under each day.
Ultimately what this is REALLY doing for me is feeding my addiction to buying pens and notebooks. I haven’t found the perfect notebook yet, and there’s no such thing as a perfect pen. They’re all great. I just can’t use them all at once.
But I find that it does keep me better organized. When I write things down, I tend to remember them better. I know that if I don’t put an item on a ‘to do’ list for the day, it sometimes doesn’t get done. So writing things down makes it easier to commit to memory.
Other than that, I also appreciate that it gives me time to sit and figure out things I need to do, things I’ve accomplished, and so forth. It’s a great tool for that, as one of the notions of the “BuJo” system is to review each month and each year.
I’ve started tracking some daily habits I want to do, and got really excited when I hit 5/5 for the first time (I’ve got max 4/5 all month so far), and I think if I wasn’t deliberately tracking these habits I might not have even taken notice of it.
So check it out – pull out a cheap dollar store notebook and give it a try. It’s fun!
When I last wrote about my weight loss goals, I was trying something new: “flexing” my calories for the week, in an attempt to give myself fewer calories during the week and more on the weekend. Well, that didn’t work out exactly as planned.
I’ve reverted to just focusing on my daily number. The short reason is that it was a pain in the butt to manually track everything. Actually, that’s also the long reason. Anyway, the point I’m making now is that going back to basics and tracking my daily numbers still works. And since I’m making sure I am active every day, I’m not at all worried about going over my daily goal a little bit.
But enough writing – how about some friendly charts?
I’ll quickly walk you through what you’re looking at here. In the first chart, that’s my scale results since October 27th. I think what it’s saying is that I’m currently on track with my goal weight, but I have some work to do.
The second chart are my FitBit steps for the past 28 days. That’s how I’m staying active. Most weeks I reach my step goal (10,205 currently – I may need to alter it) almost every day. This is helping to make sure my NET calories are a reasonable difference from my daily goal. I try my best not to eat back anything.
And the third chart are my net calories. You can see there are some missing days, as well as some really low ones. I missed a couple of entries, and not all of them are complete. But with the exception of one day there – I’m well below 2000 net calories.
So things are going well. I could be doing better, but I could easily be doing a lot worse. It’s a lot easier to ADD pounds than it is to lose them.
I wasn’t sure what to write about today, so I thought I’d go with a popular topic in my grab bag – weight loss. It’s something I struggle with every day, and likely will until I reach my goal (which is a healthy BMI, generally).
I think I got to my lowest and visually best weight three years ago, when I got down to the 240’s for a friend’s wedding. Actually, looking at my old spreadsheets, it looks like I was in the 230’s (at least according to whatever scale I was using) in 2015.
But now I’m in the 260’s, hovering in that range for quite a while. That’s not to say I haven’t made progress though! I ballooned up to the 270’s and in the past year and a half made good progress to come back down to where I am now. The thing is, it’s slow progress, and I’m not seeing the results I’d like (I can tell that two years ago, I was a lot thinner looking in the face, for example).
And I’ve tried several things. Most recently I tried looking at my calorie count weekly. Since MyFitnessPal makes this somewhat difficult, I made myself crazy trying to get Tasker & FitBit to give me daily notifications; once I got it working it was great. But I found that I wasn’t really paying much notice to it.
So I took a break; I’m back at tracking my calories now. I saw a post on reddit.com/r/loseit that suggested a hybrid of calorie tracking – use a higher daily limit on the weekends than the weekdays. Essentially it’s the same as tracking weekly, but I know that I only have so many calories to use during the week. I haven’t been 100% successful in implementing this yet, mostly because I haven’t figured out how many calories I want to restrict myself to on weekdays.
But the other thing that I thought of on my own was to use MFP’s great “Quick Add Calories” tool to my advantage. I figure that I should be tracking daily – it’s the best way to keep myself accountable. And I recognize that sometimes, I do go over my goal, and that’s OK. What I need to do in order to counter this is to make sure I don’t keep going over my goal every day.
To that end, I’m trying something new this week: adding the calories I overeat back to my log the next day as a “Quick Add” entry. So Tuesday I went over by 72 calories, and I added it to m Wednesday totals. Wednesday, I went over by 392 (320 + 72). Oops. OK, so I’ll add 392 to today (Thursday). My goal today is 1568, effectively.
I’m also trying not to eat back exercise calories. I’m hoping that this works to my advantage, because it also means despite going over my calorie goals, I technically still had room left to eat more. We’ll see how it works! I hope I’m explaining myself clearly enough too, by the way.
So far, so good though – I started the week at 265.9, and weighed in this morning at 263.7! I’m doing a daily weigh-in and taking the weekly average though, because weight can fluctuate so much. Still, I take this as a success.
I’m not sure if this is a post people are looking forward to, but it’s something I need to do for myself. This is a continuation of my first post back in January about my goals for 2017, which I followed up back in March for lack of better things to write about. At this moment, I’m going to put my foot down and not come back to my goals until the end of the year.
This feels like cheating to keep this on at this point, but I’m going to officially keep it on my list of goals for the year. So far, so good. I’m on page 43 of my Leuchtturm 1917 notebook and have over 200 to fill up. I’m remembering to write things down as necessary. Playing around with different ways of tracking things. Things are going great!
Let me throw a wrinkle into this right now then. I’m going to modify this goal to include details for this blog and my podcast hobby. The blog is pretty well-organized, but the podcast is in shambles by comparison.
Be a positive Example
I’m doing well with this one. I don’t think I’ve posted anything negative online anywhere, and if I have, it’s been constructive criticism.
Learn more about driving social media engagement
I’m learning, slowly. One of the things I’m starting to get a hang of – finally – is the “Yoast SEO” plugin I use for this blog. It helps me optimize my posts on the blog so that it can be found more easily by search engines. I’m including that here in this category.
I give myself a passing grade on this, but just barely. I’m writing consistently for the blog, I’ll grant that; but I don’t really feel like I’m doing anything…worthy. That’s the best way I can think of to describe it. In the back of my head, I keep thinking that I want to write some fiction but I haven’t gotten around to it yet.
This is the one place I’ve noticed a marked improvement. I finally finished a book I was stuck on (The Mechcanical) and moved on to something else. I’m making good progress with the book and hope to move on to a few other things. If you include comic books/graphic novels, I’ve gotten through 7 this year.
To give myself a fair grade, I think C+ encompasses what I’ve done in the first 4 months of the year so far. OK, let’s move on from self-reflection.
On Thursday: my monthly podcast update. I’ve got a brief review of the latest hit show, S Town!
I hesitate to make these kinds of posts because then it (technically) means I need to publicly follow up on them. But I recognized that I didn’t actually set any goals for myself this year, so in search of content, this seems to be a good place and time to set them.
Sometime over a year and a half ago, I started a Bullet Journal because I needed a way to become organized – something that I couldn’t figure out digitally despite all the available tools. I’ve found the Bullet Journal system to be amazingly helpful, and have molded it to be useful particularly to me. My first journal is almost complete, so the goal this year is to just keep it up. I’m not worried about adding complexities to it, but will probably change things up a bit in my new book.
Be a positive example.
Too often we are quick to complain and vent on social media. This isn’t something I do a lot, but am completely guilty of it from time to time. The reason this came to mind – last week I had a poor experience at a fast food restaurant, and considered posting about it in comparison to my experiences working in fast food. I decided not to. I want to be more willing to forgive, and be more patient, putting things in perspective. If I’m driven enough to complain, then I should go through official channels and do so (such as company surveys, etc.).
Lose the weight.
This one is simple. I lost quite a bit of weight in the past, but I’ve put it back on. The goal is to take it off, and keep it off. This will always be a struggle.
Learn more about driving social media engagement.
I’d like to get more engagement from social media for both my podcast and this blog. My goal for this blog specifically is to get people reading my stuff and talking to me / asking questions.
This is the general purpose of this blog. There will be some things I’ll write that won’t see the light of day on the blog, because I write them in a notebook, but I’ll do my best to transpose anything that I don’t type to this space. Currently I am posting something at least once every day, and I’m a day ahead. That won’t last forever – there will be some days that will have either really short entries or no entries. Just trying to maintain momentum right now.
Technically speaking, I met my reading goal last year according to Goodreads. Great, but I’ve been stuck reading the same book since April of last year. Yikes. So most of the “read more” goal is more about making time to read, rather than just reading more.
Follow-up on these items will take place quarterly – next update being sometime in April. Heck, let’s mark it. April 18th, 2017. I’ll start a draft post as a reminder.
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